Review: The Dead Inside by Cyndy Etler

Cyndy Etler was just a teenager when her world was turned upside down. She voluntarily entered the foster care system to avoid the difficulties and potential dangers in her own home, only to find herself thrown into a residential drug program called Straight, Incorporated. Unfortunately, what went on behind the doors of Straight, Incorporated reads like something out of a brainwashing manual. Step inside her world and see what she faced in this stunning memoir of her time inside the drug rehabilitation program.

I remember reading about Straight, Incorporated when I was younger. Substance abuse and its treatment is what drew me into the mental health profession initially and so I followed any information on it (as well as other programs and treatments) back then. Straight, Incorporated was highly touted by some very prominent people, including Nancy Reagan. I couldn’t resist reading THE DEAD INSIDE when I saw it was a story about what really went on behind those doors.

Cyndy Etler tells a gut-wrenching story about drug rehabilitation and what happens when “tough love” goes seriously wrong. As a social worker, I’m horrified by the abuses that occurred in this facility as well as the fact that her drug use even warranted residential treatment. THE DEAD INSIDE is not an easy story to read, and I had to put it aside on numerous occasions due to the graphic and horrifying depictions of emotional and physical abuse conducted at Straight, Incorporated. However, it is a very important story that needs to be told. I look forward to seeing Cyndy Etler’s upcoming book about how she reintegrated into society after the events of THE DEAD INSIDE. Highly recommended!

*copy received from Netgalley*